Seeing the vulva: adopting strategic essentialism as a means of disrupting phallogocentrism, finding a subjective voice, and picturing difference
f-word 2: the second feminist interdisciplinary research symposium hosted by the Faculty of Arts for University of Plymouth staff, postgraduate students, and guests; room 105 Scott Building, University of Plymouth 9 March 2010

Abstract
This paper takes as its starting point the statement made by Luce Irigaray in 1987: “I am a woman. I write with who I am”.

That year I made a 16mm animation The Internal Voice, a film without a soundtrack 'directed' by dreams and automatic drawing. I was at the beginning of my career as an artist film-maker. For over twenty years I have supported myself through my creative work; but, unlike Irigaray, 'alphabetical writing' is not my principle means of communicating.

I propose that the phallogocentric may be disrupted through deployment of an array of essentialist tactics and strategies; and, by critically reflecting on my own doctoral practice-as-research, I examine the ways in which 'making as a woman animator’ creates ‘a language of the body’ that allows the vulva to be seen, pictured in the psychological space of difference on the moving image screen.

References
Irigaray, L. (1985) This sex which is not one. New York: Cornell University.
Irigaray, L. (1993) 'Writing as a woman', interview with Alice Jardin and Anne Menke, September 1987; chapter six in Irigaray, L. Je, tu, nous: toward a culture of difference, translated by Alison Martin. London: Routledge. pp. 51 - 59.
Nelson, R. (2009) ‘Modes of practice-as-research knowledge and their place in the academy‘ in Allegue, L. et al. (eds.) Practice-as-research in performance and screen. Basingstoke: Palgrave Macmillan. pp. 112 - 130.
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